Choices

This is what you did. I'll forgive but I'll never forget.

On November 28, a close friend of mine, made a choice. I call her under the codename of AlphaK. Well, AlphaK, pretty much broke my world and I've lost my trust. You chose to side with Bravura. I can't even begin to describe the hurt and betrayal I am feeling. I've always been there to help you in your time of need. I've done my best to assist you every time. It looks like it never really mattered you just needed a slave and a fool at your beck's call. You've made your choice and live with it. I just hope that when you need them, they'll be there to support you.

You've taken away my sun but I'll always have hope. Life may not get better but I will survive this. The question is, will you survive? You chose your gay friend over someone who's helped you for such a long time. I wonder, if he'll help you when you really need it. Remember, there's a reason why he's gay. You'll find and experience it soon enough. The 28th of November is when you all died for me. Your downfall and failure will be music to my ears. I've lived in the darkness and I'll survive this

"Hope saves. Fear kills." - Karen Marie Moning

I've seen hope and she'll save me. I won't fall as easily as you! Besides, I'm already dead. You've killed me and I'm just a walking corpse or a zombie if you would prefer.